Well, let me see... Today would be the 16th of September, giving it a good few months since my last post. The reason I've decided to post again today would be well... to release stress. Which I realise was the purpose of my last post. Hah, I sound like an ELL student.

Anyway, to start off, I really need to get him off my mind. It's not doing wonders. Yesterday I tweeted something, and whether it's coincidence or not, he tweet something sort of related to what I tweeted. Complicated isn't it? Now the easier solution would be to flat out tell him, but of course, I'm not one for that. Haha, it appears I always seem to choose the harder solution. Look where that got me - a heart in constant turmoil. Anyway, we'll see how it goes right? Maybe he'll do something that'll finally give me closure. Let's hope it's soon. I haven't been hoping for a while now, but he made me want to believe in hope again.

That last paragraph sounded so sad and mature..

The next: Can you believe it's almost Promos??! It only seems yesterday that it was orientation. HAHA I'm turning 18 soon! But I digress. I really need to do well for Promos... That is, if I'm to be promoted AND continue with my 4H2s. Yeah I really want to continue with my 4H2s. I know it's kinda rare for me to post something like this but - God won't give us something he knows we won't be able to handle - so I'll just grit my teeth for now and continue mugging. I think it's been 2 weeks since I started my hardcore mugging... Although yesterday and today weren't really that productive. I promise I'll start again tomorrow - or today to be specific, just right after I sleep. Haha, no I'm not procrastinating. Needa get minimum all Cs for all my subs to be able to continue my 4H2s in next year in JC2. Nowhere to go but up in my case. I pray.

Gee something's wrong with me. That ended off really mature too. Did I somehow become more mature since I started this blog? I think I have. But that's not really the point now is it? It's kinda a given, you know, to mature. You eventually do, whether you like it or not.

Another thing I've kinda been stressing on (unconsciously that is) is the upcoming WASP interview on Friday. I won't talk more about it. Wouldn't wanna jinx it and all that.

Which reminds me!! I finally got my very own laptop!! I mean I sorta had one the last few months, but this time, it's really mine! Yay! We went to COMEX on the 31st of August, near closing time. It was the Fujitsu or the Lenevo. But when my father offered the Lenevo, it was a done deal baby! Never looked back... Although I have to admit the Fujitsu was a real looker. My mother was kinda disappointed I didn't pick the really "girly" one. Despite that however, she agreed mine didn't look that bad. HAHA. Gunmetal Gray~ Doesn't it sound cool?! Haha, love it! Shout out to my parents and sis. A big thank you! :D

Oh yeah... Been gaining quite a lot of weight. My friends are awesome - and they eat alot. What can I say? Ever since I started mugging though I started to eat less. Been eating 1 meal a day. Lol. But before you start lecturing me on anorexia, note that I do eat alot of snacks. Just today I wolfed down a box of Guylian chocolates my father won for a company dinner mini-competition. AWESOME! :D I absolutely ADORE Belgian chocolates. Kinda makes me wanna add Belgium to my list of "To-Visit" countries. Anyway, the good news is that I've gone back to my original weight, I think. Although the JC skirts are some sort of evil invention invented to highlight girls' worst body features. Tsk.

Doggy: Black labrador -> Golden retriever. It sucks. Makes him look so beng.

But I don't really care about him anymore (or do I?).

But really though, it was always him from the start, not Doggy. BUT! My mad blushing skills keep me from talking to him. I wish I really knew what's going on, but I can't, 'cause I'm too shy to even say hi to him now! All I can sort of manage is a (cha)grin when he nods at me. It sucks. What to do?

Okay, that's sorta my main problems for now, you know, besides the usual PW, schoolwork, life, friends, ..., etc. Hmph. My problems all seem very first-world, now that I think about it. Gotta do more good stuff for society. Just need to think about one way I can help. After all, every little bit counts right? :)