31st January 2012 on Tuesday, January 31, 2012
As B2ST once said, "Breathe in, breathe out". Wahahaha. Lol.
Anyway, I just wrote this so as not to break the cycle of my wonderful day.
I don't understand why I get jealous whenever I see it. I shouldn't be. Sigh. Anyway, that's pretty much all for my whining. (See? Told you my day was awesome. So awesome that the above mentioned sentence is considered something worth ranting about.)
Also, today was the 1st day of JC. Wahahahahahahaha. Let me tell you a story, which started yesterday.
Never mind forget it, I'm so tired I don't think I can stay awake long enough to write a decent lengthy essay.
30/01/2012
6.43a.m. Fell out of my bed after reading the title message "MOE:..."
Talked to A & F. Stalked people on FB & Twitter. Researched on CJC. Played some games. Stalked some more. Talked some more. Finally went to sleep later in the morning.
Woke up at around 2 p.m. if I'm not wrong.
Later that night: Freaked out to the point of spastic-ness.
31/01/2012
1.30a.m. Finally fell asleep.
5.00a.m. Woke up.
6.20a.m. Went to school.
7.10a.m. Boarded bus 966.
7.40a.m. Reached CJC.
4.20p.m. Reached Plaza Singapura lol to eat dinner.
8.40p.m. Finishing this "lengthy" blog post so I can sleep early.
Yup. Haha that's all. Expected more? Too bad. My patience just wore up not too long ago. Plus, I feel as if the words are swimming around. That's how tired I am.
Nights people! And remember to have fun and keep smiling. :D
on Saturday, January 28, 2012
boy: i really like you will you please go out with me ?Girl: Yes.Boy: What?!?Girl: Yes.Boy: YES!*girl starts to fall for the boy*Exactly one month later:Girls friend: I think it's time you broke up.Girl: Okay..(secretly doesn't want to but is too afraid her friend will hate her if she said no)Boy: Hey.Girl: Hi.Boy: How's it going?Girl: it's fine.Boy: What's wrong?Girl: I think we should break up..Boy: What..?Girl: We should break up.Boy: Why..?Girl: it's just..we never see each other anymore..Boy: I can change that.Girl: I've never met your family..Boy: I can change that.Girl: I just don't feel that way for you anymore..Boy: I wish I could change that.Girl: I'm sorry.Boy: I know.Girl: I have to go.Boy: Thanks for trying..Next day:Boy: Hey.Girl: I'm sorry..Boy: No I'm happy we broke up I could tell we weren't going anywhere too.Girl: Okay.Freshman year:Girl: (Playing their song) I like him.I have since we first started dating,but I can't tell him;I can't tell anybody.Sophomore year:Boy: (Has a new girlfriend)Girl: (Playing their song) I like him...I still do...but I can't tell him,I can't tell anybody.Junior year:Boy: (him and his girlfriend break up)Girl: I like you.I always have and I always will.Boy: I'm sorry, I like someone else.Girl: (Runs away crying) The next day:Boy: (Finds a note in his locker)Note: I told you I like you,but I was wrong. I ment I love you, but you don't love me. I wish I could change that. I'm sorry for that day back in 8th grade. I really didn't want to. In gone now, I've been sick for a while now. By the time you read this I'll be in the hospital on life support. I just needed to tell you before I'm go; I love you. Don't forget that.Boy: ( stares at the paper for a long time and runs down the hall, he went to her house, but she wasn't home)The next day:Boy: (Goes to the hospital and tells the nurse who he wants to see)Nurse: It seems she checked out yesterday.Boy: She's better?Nurse: I'm afraid not. She had cancer and she passed away yesterday. I'm sorry.Boy: (stares at the floor, he runs out the door and down the street)The next day:At her funeral,Boy: (Asks to speak)Boy: A thew days ago I received a note from her.(He reads the note) and I wanted to tell her before she left that I loved her, I love her.I loved her for a long time and there is nothing I can do now.Nothing.All I can say is I love you and now your gone..I wish I could change that.Boy: (Starts crying and so does everyone else)The boy ends up marrying her friend who told her to break up with him. When he found out that she did that, he killed himself to be with the girl he really loves.He was 28. Repost or you will have bad luck in love for 28 years.Repost and somebody will tell you they love you tomorrow and you will get good news tonight at midnight. Repost if you have a heart and want to find a cure for all serious diseases including cancer.. Repost for all the people who fear death ♥
Releasing Pent Up Feelings on Wednesday, January 18, 2012
All this time, I thought it was me. Only now, now, did I realise, that it was not I, but you. For someone who's suffered as long as I did, do you think I'd ever forgive you? Never. Not even if you apologise and grovel until your knees bleed. I never thought I'd hate someone as you.
And if you think you're any better, well, here's the truth: You're not. You're just as unforgivable as him.
If I had to describe you people... Immature, unworthy, people who don't use your brains. It's such a shame really, I thought you people had potential. Well, this I'll admit, I was wrong. You people are useless. Thinking you're so high and mighty... Are you trying to make me laugh? You neither have the looks, the smarts, nor the personality to be proud of. Just who do you think you people are?
Too bad, I believe in karma. What goes around, comes around. It's time for my sufferings to end, and it's time for yours to begin. I hope you enjoy it, bastard. You deserve it.
20th October 2011 on Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Gahh! Can't you believe how scared I am?
Right... So 'O' Levels is fast approaching and yet... Sigh. To be honest, I'm really pissed off. A part of me wishes that it's tomorrow so I can get it over and done it.
A lot of disappointment has occurred. My strong subjects have let me down. T_T Now I'm just going back on how it used to be. After all, don't fix what ain't broken right? (:
I actually just wanted to vent out my anger... Asta la vista!~ Hahahaha.
12th October 2011 on Wednesday, October 12, 2011
FML. My Prelim results suck. Suck suck suck. What now? Back to listening to Linkin Park.
I'm tired of being what you want me to be
Feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me
Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you
Can't you see that you're smothering me,
Holding too tightly, afraid to lose control?
'Cause everything that you thought I would be
Has fallen apart right in front of you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
Every step that I take is another mistake to you.
(Caught in the undertow, just caught in the undertow)
And every second I waste is more than I can take.
[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.
And I know
I may end up failing too.
But I know
You were just like me with someone disappointed in you.
[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do
Is be more like me and be less like you.
[Chorus:]
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there.
(I'm tired of being what you want me to be)
20th September 2011 on Tuesday, September 20, 2011
If there's one thing that I learnt today, it's that you shouldn't try to take on tech geeks head on. Nor does diplomacy seem to work on them. Let me tell you,
these people are smart.
They know what they're doing!
So here's the thing, I decided that I was gonna ask these pros to help me decide on a laptop. The result? Just showed how noob I am, about many things (read: graphic card, harddrive, processor speed etc.). On the bright side? I learnt so much more things the last 2-3 days from just 1-2 people combined compared to all the mugging I did the past week for my Prelims. Haha. These people are awesome! At least now, I've got my facts right (sort of, I still feel like I'm kinda swimming in the vast ocean). At least, I've straightened it. I've also learnt to accept defeat and not be afraid to show my ignorance. Haha. Seriously though, these people are my new idols. One more thing, they got me to reconsider buying a Mac. Although... how am I supposed to play Maple or Audition? Guess what, I can answer that! LOL. I Googled it, found out you can run BootCamp. See? Doesn't this just show how much you learn? Now I'm wondering if they can teach me Physics...
Also, I checked my stats counter... There's a sudden boost. O_O From the Russian region.. Ok. Cool!
Здравствуйте! Anyways, I should really get back to studying for tomorrow's Physics Prelims Paper 1 (MCQ). So... Bye~
U-Kiss - Neverland MV Eng Sub with Hangul & Romanization Lyrics on Monday, September 5, 2011
